The song,the tune,the mellow moods of whiskey blues
Pale moon in the midnight sky with hapless thoughts
Lost youth in doped hope
Swinging maturity early deaths
Welcome to the new age
Where love get sold under the piles of money
Here masks are known behind the unknown faces
The time where feelings are stabbed my distrust and greed
Little girls turn into prostitutes selling their virginity
Deviant riches buy them for free
Caring,sharing,love or promises are alienated words
No one stops,no one stares
At the bench where lonesome couples in a solitary park
Plastic made smiles,pacemaker replaced hearts
C'mon join the run they invited
I stayed aloof,staying calm smiled at the hopeless hunting
Of money,power,success of the new age Netizens...!!!
YOU AND I
Was this meant for you and me or just us??
Endless nights with those silly fights with sudden smiles
I remember when you used to think people will change
for me it was you who can never alter
The world was there for you trying to embrace you with its rainbow colors
While you were the world to me
You were happy as you watched the crowd to cheer
I smiled 'coz you gave them the reason to share joy
No words,no promises,no more tears
Our silence spoke thousand words while we stared at each other fathomless in vacuity of time
I was alive since you were only there
One sudden strike I opened my eyes
And found "Us" to be asunder
You were gone in a morning rush of glittering necropolis of city heights...!!!
Endless nights with those silly fights with sudden smiles
I remember when you used to think people will change
for me it was you who can never alter
The world was there for you trying to embrace you with its rainbow colors
While you were the world to me
You were happy as you watched the crowd to cheer
I smiled 'coz you gave them the reason to share joy
No words,no promises,no more tears
Our silence spoke thousand words while we stared at each other fathomless in vacuity of time
I was alive since you were only there
One sudden strike I opened my eyes
And found "Us" to be asunder
You were gone in a morning rush of glittering necropolis of city heights...!!!
YOU
Who are you??
-An answer to my unsolved puzzle
A virgin tune of my broken verses
Or just a thought...???
Pause!!don't speak...
Your talks make my depression elapse
Your smile makes the day brighter
Remember me??
And now I'm left alone dumped in the city streets
Peace..??or a hopeless journey
Tired expedition through the deserts
Illusive pursuit of unconditional love
The summer sun killed my hopes into mere ashes...
...And then???!!
YOU Happened...!!!
-An answer to my unsolved puzzle
A virgin tune of my broken verses
Or just a thought...???
Pause!!don't speak...
Your talks make my depression elapse
Your smile makes the day brighter
Remember me??
And now I'm left alone dumped in the city streets
Peace..??or a hopeless journey
Tired expedition through the deserts
Illusive pursuit of unconditional love
The summer sun killed my hopes into mere ashes...
...And then???!!
YOU Happened...!!!
WITHERING THOUGHTS
The crowd, the chorus,the never ending fans
Welcomed you as you stepped on the stage...
While I was lighting the candle in the dark
Wishing you were here.
Now you set your tune on fire
Through the bleeding guitar
...audience applauded adrenaline elevated
People cheering for only you my Pied Piper
And I...?? sat quietly by the candle light waiting
For a final call...
You started to cheer with social moths
Another day of success...another reason to commemorate
Champagne popped up draining you with golden moments
I smiled while popping the magic pills
You ain't there...you never backtracked
Silence this time couldn't speak
And I got dried up in my molten emotions
While seeing you fading playing...
...The last tune of your beloved Bleeding Guitar...!!
Welcomed you as you stepped on the stage...
While I was lighting the candle in the dark
Wishing you were here.
Now you set your tune on fire
Through the bleeding guitar
...audience applauded adrenaline elevated
People cheering for only you my Pied Piper
And I...?? sat quietly by the candle light waiting
For a final call...
You started to cheer with social moths
Another day of success...another reason to commemorate
Champagne popped up draining you with golden moments
I smiled while popping the magic pills
You ain't there...you never backtracked
Silence this time couldn't speak
And I got dried up in my molten emotions
While seeing you fading playing...
...The last tune of your beloved Bleeding Guitar...!!
BACKWASH
Meaningless love as a dry flower
Rain doesn't soothe a burning heart
All it does is to flame it alive
Evaporated emotions in a dead soul
'Coz you took it all away
Stabbed bleeding heart is the gift
From my darling Pied Piper...
He set the rules... planned the game
Dreadful nights,painful blames
It was raining acid and he left me to suffer
Down in the middle of the road...
Now my eyes are dry
'Coz I dont cry anymore.
Rain doesn't soothe a burning heart
All it does is to flame it alive
Evaporated emotions in a dead soul
'Coz you took it all away
Stabbed bleeding heart is the gift
From my darling Pied Piper...
He set the rules... planned the game
Dreadful nights,painful blames
It was raining acid and he left me to suffer
Down in the middle of the road...
Now my eyes are dry
'Coz I dont cry anymore.
REMNANT
Remember me when the nights seem longer
I promise,I will be there
till the dawn welcomes you with arms open wide...
Remember me when the journey makes you weary
So that I can sing a song that makes you
to achieve what you were pining...
I'm not a poetess, neither I can make you smile
I'm just ME who craves for your love even after I die
You came, conquered and made me weak
I closed my eyes in tears never to dream again...
Slipped time, satiate memories
With broken heart I stand here alone
I lost the star, lost the gaze
I pined for nothing but just your love that was true...
Now years passed and nights are lonely
All I want is you to remember me...
I promise,I will be there
till the dawn welcomes you with arms open wide...
Remember me when the journey makes you weary
So that I can sing a song that makes you
to achieve what you were pining...
I'm not a poetess, neither I can make you smile
I'm just ME who craves for your love even after I die
You came, conquered and made me weak
I closed my eyes in tears never to dream again...
Slipped time, satiate memories
With broken heart I stand here alone
I lost the star, lost the gaze
I pined for nothing but just your love that was true...
Now years passed and nights are lonely
All I want is you to remember me...
PROMISES
Bloody tears fall from the sky,
the tranquil midnight's harmonious silence
broken by the screams of sin
her wings town to shreds, drenched in blood
crimson hair stuck to her face, with pale skin,
her gray eyes staring emotionless
into the night sky, an angel's whisper
chills her blood, the fallen angel's descent ends.
She lies motionless, her eyes shut
tears as dark as blood roll down her face
in one hand a bloody dagger,
in the other a shattered heart
ripped out of her own chest....
He promised to take care of her
but he hurt her in return...
He promised to bring her joy
but he brought her tears...
He promised her his LOVE
But only he could give was the pain.....!!!!
And the fallen angel....???!!!
promised him nothing...
But gave Him,
EVERYTHING...!!!
the tranquil midnight's harmonious silence
broken by the screams of sin
her wings town to shreds, drenched in blood
crimson hair stuck to her face, with pale skin,
her gray eyes staring emotionless
into the night sky, an angel's whisper
chills her blood, the fallen angel's descent ends.
She lies motionless, her eyes shut
tears as dark as blood roll down her face
in one hand a bloody dagger,
in the other a shattered heart
ripped out of her own chest....
He promised to take care of her
but he hurt her in return...
He promised to bring her joy
but he brought her tears...
He promised her his LOVE
But only he could give was the pain.....!!!!
And the fallen angel....???!!!
promised him nothing...
But gave Him,
EVERYTHING...!!!
DESTINY
Was it written in the stars
For us to be apart?
And was it in our destiny
For you to find my heart?
A million miles you had to go
And left me far behind,
But in our hearts and in our souls
True love, we did find.
Dreaming of you, I sit now
Wishing you were here,
Memories of you are all I have
For me to keep you near.
This heart of mine, it beats for you
For all times, this I know,
This love, I'll always cherish
Wherever you must go.
I miss you more than words can say
You're everything to me,
For it was written in the stars -
Our love was meant to be.
For us to be apart?
And was it in our destiny
For you to find my heart?
A million miles you had to go
And left me far behind,
But in our hearts and in our souls
True love, we did find.
Dreaming of you, I sit now
Wishing you were here,
Memories of you are all I have
For me to keep you near.
This heart of mine, it beats for you
For all times, this I know,
This love, I'll always cherish
Wherever you must go.
I miss you more than words can say
You're everything to me,
For it was written in the stars -
Our love was meant to be.
REBIRTH
Love has no meaning
its just like a dead flower
Rain doesn't soothe a burning heart
All it does is to flame it alive
Emotions are all gone
'Coz its all gone with you!!
I'm not crying...am not in
a self to do
I'm not suffering 'coz I'm
used to it
My eyes are dry,
'Coz I don't cry anymore...!!
its just like a dead flower
Rain doesn't soothe a burning heart
All it does is to flame it alive
Emotions are all gone
'Coz its all gone with you!!
I'm not crying...am not in
a self to do
I'm not suffering 'coz I'm
used to it
My eyes are dry,
'Coz I don't cry anymore...!!
LOST DAY
He was dawn
Sunrise was his heart
His love was morning...the beginning!!
He was noon
Midday was his radiant face
His embrace was the pinnacle of
my days...always
He was dusk
Sunset was his serenade
His bittersweet kiss was twilight,
The ending...
And now he is night
Midnight was his soft goodbye
The pale moon reaches its
zenith,in the nothingness on my
Dying Heart...!!!
Sunrise was his heart
His love was morning...the beginning!!
He was noon
Midday was his radiant face
His embrace was the pinnacle of
my days...always
He was dusk
Sunset was his serenade
His bittersweet kiss was twilight,
The ending...
And now he is night
Midnight was his soft goodbye
The pale moon reaches its
zenith,in the nothingness on my
Dying Heart...!!!
CHANCE..??
Dance
-With the man with the
strawberry lies
Hurt
-As I stare at those bottomless
eyes...!!!
Yearn
-To recapture his loving
embrace
Bleed
-'Coz he is throwing fists of disagree
I love him...I loved him...
Why can't he see....
Why can't he love,or just let me be free....!!
-With the man with the
strawberry lies
Hurt
-As I stare at those bottomless
eyes...!!!
Yearn
-To recapture his loving
embrace
Bleed
-'Coz he is throwing fists of disagree
I love him...I loved him...
Why can't he see....
Why can't he love,or just let me be free....!!
UNANSWERED
Dance
-With the man with the
strawberry lies
Hurt
-As I stare at those bottomless
eyes
Yearn
-To recapture his loving
embrace
Bleed
-'Coz he's throwing fits of
disgrace
I loved him,I love him why cant he see
Why cant h love,or just let me be...!!
-With the man with the
strawberry lies
Hurt
-As I stare at those bottomless
eyes
Yearn
-To recapture his loving
embrace
Bleed
-'Coz he's throwing fits of
disgrace
I loved him,I love him why cant he see
Why cant h love,or just let me be...!!
REWARDED
Bleeding heart
Stabbed trust
Numb love
-Gifts from my beloved Pied Piper
He showed me the
Razzmatazz of the Utopian city
He played the music of celluloid love
I was enchanted
-Wot a fool I was
As the dreams vaporised
I saw myself through the broken
Mirror of self sanity
they were laughing at me
Their cacophony made me weak
Thanks for the
Eternal unlove n gift I got
From my Bleeding Guitarist..!!
Stabbed trust
Numb love
-Gifts from my beloved Pied Piper
He showed me the
Razzmatazz of the Utopian city
He played the music of celluloid love
I was enchanted
-Wot a fool I was
As the dreams vaporised
I saw myself through the broken
Mirror of self sanity
they were laughing at me
Their cacophony made me weak
Thanks for the
Eternal unlove n gift I got
From my Bleeding Guitarist..!!
VAGABOND
Glasses frozen
Deep down within
No hope to look for
In the stars that we gaze in
Hopeless thoughts
Process??Or still non-existing
No tomorrow in the numb eyes
Of once dreamy shadows...
I wandered...like those weary travelers
digging misfortunes!!
N still I stand
Gazing the starry nights
Of lost love,shallow dreams,hopeless desire..!!
Deep down within
No hope to look for
In the stars that we gaze in
Hopeless thoughts
Process??Or still non-existing
No tomorrow in the numb eyes
Of once dreamy shadows...
I wandered...like those weary travelers
digging misfortunes!!
N still I stand
Gazing the starry nights
Of lost love,shallow dreams,hopeless desire..!!
WISH...
Times spent with smokes in the air
Feels as if no one cares
You are there but am still alone
Your presence would made things so warm
But...you never had time
Endless nights
With choking tears
Heart throbbing to feel u near
Ur busy engrossed in other works
I wait fr u all alone
'Coz...you never had time
Sunny sky,autumn cheers
Lovers meeting,caressing each other
Sitting in a park with colorless flowers
Looking at your snap as your still not here
Seasons changed,time elapsed
Me waiting for us to share
Thoughts,scribbles,that i made for u
Cold silver breeze freezing the heart
I slashed my hand n frozen blood oozed out
I closed my eyes in peace intoxicated by ur memories
Wishing If you Ever Had Time...!!
Feels as if no one cares
You are there but am still alone
Your presence would made things so warm
But...you never had time
Endless nights
With choking tears
Heart throbbing to feel u near
Ur busy engrossed in other works
I wait fr u all alone
'Coz...you never had time
Sunny sky,autumn cheers
Lovers meeting,caressing each other
Sitting in a park with colorless flowers
Looking at your snap as your still not here
Seasons changed,time elapsed
Me waiting for us to share
Thoughts,scribbles,that i made for u
Cold silver breeze freezing the heart
I slashed my hand n frozen blood oozed out
I closed my eyes in peace intoxicated by ur memories
Wishing If you Ever Had Time...!!
LIFELESS END
Its dark, very dark out here
& there you cum my grim reaper
Black hooded robe with the fiery eyes
I stand still all my conscious turn numb
Am bleeding, bleeding profusely
The child has not seen its day light
its still quivering in cold
Blue starry night
The wind stopped blowing
Time has promised not to run
Still I can feel the tiny creature
Laying just next 2 me
Its a brutal gift, gift of stabbed love
No faith, No promise, no tomorrow....
Here you cum my grim reaper
Am crying in pain, pleading you not 2 take away the tiny body
But heartless you put your cold hand on it
I herd its cry for a while
& then you take it away to the Eternal Bliss....!!!
& there you cum my grim reaper
Black hooded robe with the fiery eyes
I stand still all my conscious turn numb
Am bleeding, bleeding profusely
The child has not seen its day light
its still quivering in cold
Blue starry night
The wind stopped blowing
Time has promised not to run
Still I can feel the tiny creature
Laying just next 2 me
Its a brutal gift, gift of stabbed love
No faith, No promise, no tomorrow....
Here you cum my grim reaper
Am crying in pain, pleading you not 2 take away the tiny body
But heartless you put your cold hand on it
I herd its cry for a while
& then you take it away to the Eternal Bliss....!!!
SELFISH LOVE
There she comes
as beautiful as a fresh flower
her smile was the breakthrough of the monotony....
---SHE WAS DA DAWN....!!
The twinkle in her eyes
can soothe a bleeding heart
her love was a reason to live on
her beauty can make you spell bound....
----SHE WAS DA DAY...!!
Here she cums the Angel of Immense Displeasure
she mocks at my unconditional love
her other man swept her away
the known became unknown,the seen became unseen
girl with a golden voice lost somewhere in the dark...
my eyes blurred
i see her fading.....
---SHE WAS DA DUSK....!!
Soon she vanished
her feelings got vaporised & stabbed me behind
i was bleeding,crying in pain
She is a lier, a devil an Embodiment of Betrayal.
She deserted me pining for more
her serene beauty changed to brutality
her laughter seemed to be scary
Claws came out from her sensuous palm
her beautiful eyes glowed in sheer cruelty
I closed my eyes in tears & started journeying to the Eternal Bliss.....!!
----SHE WAS DA NIGHT...!!
as beautiful as a fresh flower
her smile was the breakthrough of the monotony....
---SHE WAS DA DAWN....!!
The twinkle in her eyes
can soothe a bleeding heart
her love was a reason to live on
her beauty can make you spell bound....
----SHE WAS DA DAY...!!
Here she cums the Angel of Immense Displeasure
she mocks at my unconditional love
her other man swept her away
the known became unknown,the seen became unseen
girl with a golden voice lost somewhere in the dark...
my eyes blurred
i see her fading.....
---SHE WAS DA DUSK....!!
Soon she vanished
her feelings got vaporised & stabbed me behind
i was bleeding,crying in pain
She is a lier, a devil an Embodiment of Betrayal.
She deserted me pining for more
her serene beauty changed to brutality
her laughter seemed to be scary
Claws came out from her sensuous palm
her beautiful eyes glowed in sheer cruelty
I closed my eyes in tears & started journeying to the Eternal Bliss.....!!
----SHE WAS DA NIGHT...!!
All Myths And All Lies
A time
There was
Truth to the
Myth of what
You
And I
Had found
In a blank paged
Fairy tale.
Snow White
Doesn't sleep
In a casket made of
Glass
Slippers will break
If you wear them.
Walk across this
Written word
With fingers
Gently
Seeking
Loving
You
And me
No more.
He loves
Me
He loves me!
Not
Enough.
To:
My Valentine
Will you
Be mine
No longer . . .
ODE TO MY BLEEDING GUITARIST
It was a journey of a loner...
Lost in the mystic mirage of the death valley...!!!
Tired n thirsty transient was pining for shelter...!!!
There You stand...
Stand calm n serene...
Like the cherished dream of the dry eyes...
Inviting the weary soul in the land of abundance...
Weary wanderer was intoxicated with the scene...
Craving to reach you...pining to touch the razzmatazz of the boho metropolis...
So near yet so far...there you stand..
The lord of the Dreamland...
N as the soul was about to touch your soft soothing hand...
You could no more stand...
All went dark...
All were dry...
No more tears to cry...
You left the weary traveler...again in the desert....
Back to square one...lost n alone...
Timeless journey dreamless tears...!!!
N now she stands - the lonely transient
Looking at the debris of the memories spent...
Dreams treasured...Smiles shared...
Of Vanished YOU....!!!
QUEST TO ETERNITY
Times up...over now...!!!
Hustle bustle....
Quick have to be on the zenith of matured success
No waiting...
No Throbbing hearts...
No question of deep caressing...
People sell them here in exchange...
Circling smokes are fading in waste...
No nicotine tasted so bad...
Pressure rising...
Boiling deep withing...
Another day of struggle....!!!
All want to Win yes Winning is the anthem...
No one needs to be blamed...!!!
I stay away...seeing the rat race of unsolved mystery...
Success...?? nah let me be the last in the run of misery...!!
I smiled n stayed for a while...
Looking at da endless quest of no completion...
I pack my bags n bid adieu
To the unlimited bondage of modern technology...!!
Hustle bustle....
Quick have to be on the zenith of matured success
No waiting...
No Throbbing hearts...
No question of deep caressing...
People sell them here in exchange...
Circling smokes are fading in waste...
No nicotine tasted so bad...
Pressure rising...
Boiling deep withing...
Another day of struggle....!!!
All want to Win yes Winning is the anthem...
No one needs to be blamed...!!!
I stay away...seeing the rat race of unsolved mystery...
Success...?? nah let me be the last in the run of misery...!!
I smiled n stayed for a while...
Looking at da endless quest of no completion...
I pack my bags n bid adieu
To the unlimited bondage of modern technology...!!
REMEMBERANCE
I remember the night
I bid farewell to love
n then...
After years...
through the colored lens
love does appear
an illusion or a concept...
Jaded in my nicotine coated hub
i found love
in my own way
just the way i wanted...
N now...
my voodoo land welcomes you
to feel its magical warmth of my
Eternal Inexplicable Love...!!
I bid farewell to love
n then...
After years...
through the colored lens
love does appear
an illusion or a concept...
Jaded in my nicotine coated hub
i found love
in my own way
just the way i wanted...
N now...
my voodoo land welcomes you
to feel its magical warmth of my
Eternal Inexplicable Love...!!
REALITY BYTES
the dwellers of Fools Paradise
Testing,nesting n then experimenting
Leave no stones unturned thy say
Morales...???
Nah just a worthless treasure hunting of faded emotions...
It rains when it evaporates..
just the way it pains wen the feelings die...
Death inevitable fact of meandering life
But still we hope still we make mistakes
we falter...we stumble...we fight...
under the dark cloudy sky
To achieve the fatal end
Will-o-the wisp...??
Yeah n much much more...
That night i realised
the night whose darkness never ended
that night when I saw you leaving...
Killing the dreams of cherished love n human emotions
U never turned around but i was waiting
With broken heart..slashed hand
Hopeless lover...??
yeah n may be something more...
But that night it rained
When you decided never to retort...!!
Testing,nesting n then experimenting
Leave no stones unturned thy say
Morales...???
Nah just a worthless treasure hunting of faded emotions...
It rains when it evaporates..
just the way it pains wen the feelings die...
Death inevitable fact of meandering life
But still we hope still we make mistakes
we falter...we stumble...we fight...
under the dark cloudy sky
To achieve the fatal end
Will-o-the wisp...??
Yeah n much much more...
That night i realised
the night whose darkness never ended
that night when I saw you leaving...
Killing the dreams of cherished love n human emotions
U never turned around but i was waiting
With broken heart..slashed hand
Hopeless lover...??
yeah n may be something more...
But that night it rained
When you decided never to retort...!!
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